lindified

Life

2010-05-10T19:10:00.002+08:00

YOOHOO.

i almost forgot the password to my blogger =X

that shows how long i havent been onto blogger!!

heh. just wanted to come and rant a little just 2 days before PS exam. i hope i'll do well for wed jury though! preettty much scared for excerpts.

I was just reminiscing about the past, and like wondering how my pri, sec and ballet friends were doing. Blog hopping and all, and to realized many of them changed quite a bit.

So, what's happening in my life now?

i'm kinda in my own world now, practising, going for lessons, staying at home, going for appts..

and what's happening to my good friends?

i have no idea. =X they dont contact me, i dont contact them lor =/

im kinda in my own world, trying to upgrade myself in every means and ways. oh. and to earn $$ as well!

recently, ive been listening to a lot of stories. not just plain boring stories. but stories where you can learn the true meaning of why and what it actually means.

i can rmb every single story he said except the donkey one where he said it on the night i cried. forgot what it was all about but, nvm.

past few weeks was hectic, after exams... there's other things to.... focus on. hmm. =/

actually, i've got nothing to complain at all since my life is so peaceful (:

except that .. to my friends: stop being so skeptical and think for yourself + family.

2010-02-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY =(

2010-01-19T21:53:00.002+08:00

friends?
im scared.
i dont even wanna tell anybody anything now.
i dont trust.

linda shall finally live in her own world of horn, piano
and shall keep like a super 1422098423x distance from everyone else.
anti social? so be it..

i miss you. i really do.
your the first one i would thought i would msg despite all the things you did to me last time.
sigh.
thanks for talking to me.

thank god there are pple who would listen to both sides of story, and making their own conclusions.

sigh.
from this stupid dumb shit incident, ive lost another someone, whom is so dear to me.
i feel stupid, doing so many things in the past for you.

take care.
bye.

trust?

2010-01-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

after 6 years of being your xiaomei.
you're finally gonna say you dont trust me.
how wonderful.

ive got enough nonsense of yours.

hehehe.

2010-01-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

im pretty happy tonight cause i've got funny videos and scary videos to keep me entertained.
and
with the planning of outing with yen and the RPGS girls.. totally eggcited. (:
i know i havent blogged for 3 weeks..
But that's because.. i've been relatively much happier (: like, totally.

i dont know how school would be like without the Year 3's after this sem.. they are seriously one fun batch..hahaha..

im pretty shocked that Tan Ji Ken actually pops by my blog to read.. hahaha. HI CHICKEN! (:
but that goes to show the weak pathetic side of me to him. =(

school's been only TWO days for me.
and i am already feeling tired..
yes..
everybody in school around is coughing as if they've got some throat cancer or something =.=
anyway. most importantly is.. ive been having fun with my horn everyday.
notice the word.. EVERYDAY?

yes. to a particular someone.. i dont think ill give up horn at all.. because yes ive worked hard to get this baby, and laoshi has put in a lot of effort to teach me. dont wanna waste his efforts and my parents duh. and obviously. myself too. (:

Well.. it's getting rather late already.
and i must say.
ALL GUYS ARE STILL THE SAME. except for SOME. (:

2010's gonna be a good year because it started well at the floating platform! (:
and i believe.. my life has been great so far till now. <3

2009-12-16T01:00:00.002+08:00

it was wrong to begin with. =(

was reading my post dated 24th nov '09
i guess.
i cannot be more than looking forward to a wonderful december '09.

every since the breakup....
nothing has gone well for me...

there's really nothing much to look forward to now, except to practising horn and like catching up with old friends...

just like ytd, i attended whitley's band bbq chalet. it was awesome to see all the kids happy around me.. and they were all very friendly and i find them innocent..=) it was good to be around them because you know, what they are showing are the true side of them..

coincidentally.. beside P06-costa sands(pasir ris) was the batch below me of atheletic boys from commonwealth..

and just opposite was Luther's chalet with his RP mates.
it was good, to catch up with luther. he offered to drive my friends and i to pasir ris mrt.
A rough ragged boy, to now, a gentleman. wonderful. i wonder what major incident happened in his life that he became such a gentleman >.<

i suddenly got reminded of him....

like christmas.. it was supposed to be a nicely planned festive season.. but, now.. i guess. it will not happen...
newyear.. was looking so much forward to countdown with you for the first time ever.. but, now.. even as friends.. i dont think so you would want to..
thats how sad my life is.

but, on a happier note..
i've learnt to be like you.
you've always taught me to be mature,
to look at things at the middle.
like a coin.

look who's the one not being friend, my dear.
its you.
i still feel upset over that matter.
i hope time will heal all wounds.

you made me think so much before we got tgt..
when we got tgt i felt everything was fine and all.
after we broke up.. you made me think much more......

but you know what?
i really still enjoy making music with the same bunch of you guys.
tt includes zq, ben, ed.
yea. really do enjoy...
i miss those times,
we could sit around a table, drinking. and talking non stop .
and even playing games..
those were, really the happiest days of my life with you all.

i miss the happy times.

How I feel

2009-12-15T07:10:00.000+08:00

wish

2009-12-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

I wish the person I love the most could just read my mind.

how i wished.

2009-12-13T23:31:00.001+08:00

I wish I could turn back time. Back to the days when I will wake up and see a text message from him. Back to the days, when he'd call me in the middle of the night and end up talking up until sunrise. Back to the days when he repeats my name then tell me how much he loves me.

2009-12-12T01:49:00.002+08:00

i tell you,
LINDA IS IN A SUPER DUPER FRIGGING BAD MOOD NOW.
let me tell you her story, and you will feel the same for her.
i think you all should pity her.

she had hfmd, which was a rather mild one like on monday after teaching a certain particular primary school. THANKS SO MUCH.
thought she would be cured in 2 days, she didnt tell anyone she was sick. (Y) wonderful.

she only realized that she got hfmd on wed, and the doctor confirmed it.
she hurried to text the boss about her condition and told him to find a replacement quick to perform.
-hurrah, a replacement has been found-

she hurried to tell another guy about the condition.
saying she cannot perform, but she will still be attending the function.
-guy tells her its okay, take a rest and stay at home-
she told him if she's fine by then, she'll be joining them for all the fun
-guy says okok, drink more water and rest well-

a day before
-hey, i'm fine alr, ill be going for .... blablablablablabla....-
5 MINS LATER
*calls me*
-errr. sorry, but really sorry. we thought you werent coming already.. so.. we gave up your seat at the dinner table to someone else.. uh. so we thought we would treat you and the group of friends another day for thanking you guys..-
HUR.
friends forever, really. thanks.
its okay not to have the extra dinner.
really.
bless you couple though.
im pissed with YOU, at how YOU do things.

is it me,
or im really just being unlucky these 2 weeks.
breakup,
all the nonsensical stuff of no communication during rehearsals.
sick
hfmd
replacement of players
and now this has to happen.

WONDERFUL.

Linda,
smile, because it happened.
=)

after all the unlucky ones, will come the good ones, darling.=D

its quite sad.

its okay i guess since ive got really other good friends around.
and i guess i need to re focus some areas of my life once again..

i'll prolly go mahjong/movie/shopping/chill out at idk where...
BLAH.
whatever!

(:

2009-12-11T00:01:00.001+08:00

I WANNA BE YOUR FAVOURITE HELLO (:

and HARDEST GOODBYE =)

spell u-n-l-u-c-k-y

2009-12-09T11:47:00.002+08:00

unlucky or lady luck on his side that he doesnt want me to be in the quartet?

feel like shit maximum now you know.
argh.
PIECE OF SHIT.

i swear it must be the damn Eb horn instrument i used at the damn pri school. freak.

why am i so damn weak.
i wanna get well ASAP

4th dec.

2009-12-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

4th dec. i feel so ..................
its supposedly one month.
i wouldnt say im depressed.
but ive been surpressing too many things in my heart already.

sooner or later ill just really break down.

anyways,
i thank God ive got really good friends
all i had to ask was.
"shihhan, you later free?"
and then i had something to do already.

wonderful
he treated me to u.d.d.e.r.s ice cream which i felt was awesome because it was really sweet and i enjoyed eating while walking and talking to him. Catching up with him on the old times, and how he's doing in school now.. really nice..
its been long since ive had such feelings.
blessed and all.

but when im alone,
im back to the quiet, moody me.
which i feel like shit,
because of this shit.
because ive trusted you whole heartedly, hence im feeling the pain now..

dearest,

i believed you could give me a good life, you would treat me like a jewel, like a gem, you could change my life with the little things you do. Spend quality time with me during festive occasions and not only when im down and out. but, i guess im wrong after all these had happened. i'm not sad about all these anymore, and all the breakup and hoo-haa. im just u-p-s-e-t with the way you treat me now. im sure id be able to find a much nicer guy than you.

love you with all my heart,
i hope we can still be good friends.
linda.

love

2009-12-04T00:56:00.001+08:00

"If a kiss were a raindrop, I’d send you showers. If hugs were a second, I’d send you hours. If smiles were water, I’d send you the sea. If love was a person, I’d send you me."

HURT

2009-12-04T00:44:00.002+08:00

why arent you trying knowing that im making the effort to break the barrier already?
hurt.
really hurt by your actions and not by us breaking up.

time?
how much time do you need?

is it that difficult to be friends once again?
you're making me feel worst you know.

.
.
.

the big round moon.

2009-12-03T23:44:00.003+08:00

while everybody is enjoying themselves....

im here being so upset.
never felt like this in my whole life.

and the only reason i feel like this
is because ive fallen deeply in love with you.

but i'm prepared to put all that aside and just be friends for now.
but you're not being friend towards me.
hence the hurt.
=(

the moon is really bright tonight.
its really nice with the breeze and just by looking at the moon,
its really pretty and i feel kinda relaxed.

uoh ssiw I
please read the upside down.

spell u-p-s-e-t

2009-12-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

you really made me very upset this time round.
i know you dont want to go home with me.
till the extend you had to say you were gonna take bus back.
i'm seriously hurt.

i think im just plain dumb.
and i look like a total complete retarded crying on the train.

i bet you didnt care at all.

friends?
ya sure,
you were the one who said we should be friends for now.
who's the one being not friend at all.
i feel so ...............
its like, i gave my all and tried my very best to be cheerful and smiley during rehearsal and all already.
i told myself never to cry for you, but you just had to come up with such an excuse. and, it really did hurt me.

ive never felt so hurt in my whole entire life before besides grandma leaving us.
i guess this christmas and new year is nothing new to me anymore.
i was still looking forward to spend all these wonderful festive occasions with you.
but i think that its not possible even as friends.
since you dont even want to speak to me nor talk to me.

besides me being sad and all....
i think my sis is in love, cos recently she's been receiving many many gifts.
i hope that guy isnt like you, being a total jerk.
i hope he's really a nice guy to my sis.
and not like a total complete jerk.

happy?

2009-12-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

happy 21st my dear cousin =D

HELLO GRANDPA!

hello world.

today's been a good day

i havent been thinking about anything till i came home,

turned on my com. and i saw my desktop pic.

sigh.

i thought i'd be strong over this..

but..

sigh.

why are guys like that?

jerks.

i really miss you,

i really do..

i really really miss you.

yea...

love

2009-12-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

"But sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, they just can’t love you back in the same way. Believe me. Living with someone who can’t love you back …is way lonelier than being alone."

-grey's anatomy

2009-12-01T23:04:00.001+08:00

"I love you” means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. “I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me.

2009-12-01T22:53:00.001+08:00

Man:God, why did you make women so beautiful?
God:So you would love her.
Man:But God, why did you make her so dumb?

God:So she would love you.

2009-12-01T22:32:00.003+08:00

what is love?

love cannot be defined by age, looks, race, religion isnt it?

Life is not easy. the harder you love, the harder you fall.

really do love you.

tired

2009-12-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

fear

2009-11-30T23:30:00.002+08:00

shattered,

idk

2009-11-30T22:35:00.002+08:00

i dont know why are you acting like this.

i dont dare to talk to you for fear i might say the wrong things.

but you dont even want to take a look at me.

even the tone you use to teach me now. its different.

different.

why are you like that?

i really miss the times we were together holding hands, laughing and talking about our future.

i dont know why

the first thing when i saw you coming in the room, i wanted to run towards you and hug you.

but the look on your face tells me, no. -stay-away-.

i feel so scared.

crying doesnt help in anyway.

its like glass shattering and never will be able to get mended.

i really want things to be like how things were as before.

happy for now.

2009-11-30T02:14:00.003+08:00

Twins birthday was awesome!

HAPPY 18TH SWEETIESSSS =D

we all love youuuuuuu boooooothhh =))

i hope you had a awesome 18th darlings!

i love youuuuuuu both :)

Hello missy tan!

hello mirror =D
ahhhhh. love love l-o-v-e you people!

<3333

AC BAND BBQ!

hi! =D

it was hmmmm. fun ah..

but i didnt manage to take many many photos. =(

oh wellszxzxz.

its been 2 days.. =(

ilummdd.

=(

2009-11-26T02:19:00.001+08:00

i want to smile like i did in secondary school days .

2009-11-24T23:49:00.005+08:00

haisssss.
i feel so bored =(

there are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many things i want to do .. =(
not in order though.
1) Sentosa
2) badminton
3) bball
4) shopping for new clothes
5) swimming
6) party with my friends
7) meet up with friends to chill
8) Moviesss marathon
9) night cycling
10)chalet
11)stayover at friends' place
12) BBQ
13) picnic
14) travelling around to eat good food
15) go ikea to window shop and eat hotdog
16)buy gifts! where's the moneyyyy! =(
18) science centre
19) botanic gdns!
20) night safari
21) make breakfast with dearest <3
22) chill with my baby (:

i love my darling (:
he's playing mahjong and ignoring me again =(

can $$$$$ drop down from the sky or something pleaseeeee?=(

OH OH OH .
AND
I CANT WAIT FOR
TWINS BIG 18TH THIS FRI (: , stayover & chill1!! (:
and and and
LILING'S WEDDING
plusplusplus
JEREMYLIM AND LYNETTE WEDDING!! (the wedding horn quartet)
OH PLUS PLUS PLUS
SHIHHAN'S BIG 18th on 25th!!
ANDDDDDDDDD CHRISTMAS + NEWYR!!!! omg
so egggggciting (:
teeeheee. but that's all only gonna happen in dec =(
can time hurry pass please? r4

i cant wait for christmas,
knowing you've got something in mind to do for me (:
but i dont know what to do ..
maybe i should start thinking .. =)

(:

2009-11-24T21:30:00.002+08:00

i must be crazy to be mad about every single thing last night. =(

linda is really really a blessed girl (:
she's loved by everyone <3
she has a happy family :D
many many many good friends (:

i love you baby! =D
thank you for loving me with all your heart too <3

teeheee. speak of the devil.
play mj must win more $$ okay =D

Linda is feeling sick,
she didnt go to school tonight to practice horn.
in fact, she wasted one whole day =(
haissss.
ellise came over and we talk cock a bit.
hahahahhaas. (:
i love her!

-g-u-y-s- no, i mean, jerks.

2009-11-23T23:51:00.003+08:00

"all guys are the same,
i just havent met the perfect one,
once you've jio-ed her, you push her aside."
-from jo's blog.

well. i must say that its kinda true.
its been 5 days.
i know exams are important.
but are they so important that you dont reply my texts?
the problem is i dont even know about your whereabouts/how you're doing.
yet my bestest knows everything.
i dont even get an offline message from you;
how sad is that.
its like totally no communication between us.

though i know you love me deep from the bottom of your heart,
how sweet and all..
but you should at least talk to me, or let me know how you are?
i dont wanna make a big fuss and all about this thing cause i know exams are very important to you.
you may be thinking why i didnt bother calling you
thats cause i wanted you to concentrate and focus on your exams, knowing you cant multitask.

i want to shout out:
ARE YOU STUPID OR JUST PLAIN DUMB?!?!?!?
MY BROTHER IS SUCH A PAIN IN AN ASS. HE THINKS HE'S TOO GOOD OR SMTH.
HE JUST LOST SUCH A BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND.
GUYS WHO CHEATS ON GIRLS SHOULD JUST GO AND DIE. THANKS.

you think you're so frigging smart?
please get out of the house,
i want to see how you're gonna survive on your own, idiot.
cheryl is such a nice and thoughtful girl,
you are such a jerk, you dont deserve her you idiot.
got another girl outside?
hur. i bet she cant last. you HOPELESS FREAK.

you know whats the saddest thing? oh wait. maybe im not that sad afterall.
i dont even know whats in my memory for such a sibling.
so useless and hopeless.
cant even do anything to save his own ass.

no more kiki,
no more random talks
no more make up
=(

2009-11-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

i missssssss you=(
its been 2 days;
oh well
i hope your exams go well =)

school's out for the first semester! YOOOHOO. its party + prac on my own time!!
well. laoshi just called while i was napping.
PS tmr @ yst!
hmmmm.
i hope im prepared for his lesson. =X

The weathers' been ~~~~
its freezing me.. and i wished i could just hug you.
im like so afraid that i'll fall sick and all=(

it was so good to see my juniors and fellow alumnis again =D
i love amandeeee <333
i love jessica <333
i love the horns <333

2009-11-20T01:14:00.003+08:00

RECENTLY.....

i love you <3

sad.

2009-11-20T01:01:00.002+08:00

sometimes..
i feel that when you talk to others..
you're happier.

in short,
you're happier without me.

i dont know why i feel this way,
maybe its because the way you talk to me,
and to others.

sorry for everything,
perhaps you'll never ever see all these,
but i must still say i love you.
for being such a wonderful capable person
whom everyone needs.

whats so nice quarrelling over such stuff?
it just makes everybody feel like shit.

what left me heartbroken and sad was when you said you might leave.

Horoscope from the facebook:

"Your Love Horoscope
Recovery is the name of the love game today, Libra. If you have been working on some painful issues, you can expect these to blow over by the day's end. If you are attached, you may even find someone seeking forgiveness for a grudge that you have been holding in. Single? Do not be surprised if someone from your past makes an appearance and is looking to re-connect. Do not jump to conclusions here, it is possible for people to change and this may well be just the transformation you have been looking for. A bumpy ride is expected today, but you will find yourself smiling by days end."

true enough, it was a bumpy ride. and hopefully everything will be fine.

good night sweets.
xoxo

2009-11-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

Linda is feeling blessed. =)
gees.

PS exam on monday, hehhe.
i hope everything goes alright! =D

i've prolly been too tired from all the -not-enough-sleep- thing,
and i cant focus on playing horn.
thatsssssss .. BAD.

ANWs.
conCORdis quartet performing on 18.11.09 @ band world !
=D

i love you =D heheh.
gambatteeeeeeeee for everything =)

to love or to hate.

2009-11-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

"Someday, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else."

saw this in someone's blog
i think it really makes a lot of sense, and makes me think a lot right nao.

i dont know if he's the one.....
he's awesome for nao.
the one who knows what i like/dislike,
knows when im sad
knows how to take the initiative.
knows how to teach me stuff
the one who loves me.

what would actually have happened if i already said yes on that day?
would all these thoughts have come into his mind?
i considered every single thing carefully, ......................

nevermind. i love you still.=)

2009-09-30T01:08:00.002+08:00

SIGH.

okay, my first wind band concert is over.

it was okay i hope?

but everyone was feeling really listless. =(

sucks.

i dont like to emo

i dont like to see people emo either.

took a lot a lot of photos today,

but im toooooo tired to upload everything.

shall upload another day!

school's been good so far i guess..

ANYWAY!!

LAOSHI IS BACK IN SG!

that means.... PS ! =X

haah. kinda looking forward but on the other hand,

maybe not..

10/10

i dont know what i want=(

aiya.

anyway.

i was just having random thoughts

how many of your secondary school friends can you still be soooo close to?

some are just half hearted people.

sigh.

dont think ill be celebrating.

every year is..

just the same.

2009-09-19T00:24:00.002+08:00

WOW.

at last blogger can upload photos. =D

I MISS A LOT OF PEOPLE! =(

school is crazy.

No matter how hard you practice, you must open up your ears bigbig;

hais.

so emo today.

i hope everything goes well for you ! =(

if not i'll feel super super guilty =(

haiiss.

i miss everybody =(

Birthday

2009-09-12T15:52:00.000+08:00

teeheeehee.
it was a good night ytd =D
joelle's party was fun, but maybe not to all though =X

i certainly had fun,
catching up with chelsy.
I think out of all my primary school friends, she's the one i see the most often alr =X

was really tiring ytd..
but i was glad joelle was happy and stuff.

well.
jo asked me to blog about the things i want for my birthday..
i havent really thought about it=S
oh wells.

life's been so-so recently..
so sleepy =X

ill update when blogger allows me to post photos again =)
tata!

2009-08-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

HIYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
so now what?
there isnt any fonts blablabla in my blogpost.
i just feel like blogging!
hahahaha

My sis was so cute. i miss her!

teeeheeeheee. school's good so far i guess.
will update soon!=)

2009-07-27T17:17:00.002+08:00

Linda is feeling bored right now

She's at TCC @ campus 1.

She just drank hot milk which costs 5 bucks.

but in this TCC, there's 15% off for all nafa students!

but does it really help?

i back on blogger! =D

She's having fever, cough and headache.

cough is the worst man

there's performance class tomorrow!!!

She's started school for a week and a day.

and now, she's sick. wonderfully awesome!

wtv!

Good: horn techniques building up again

laoshi is (Y) good!

Bad: there's so much homework. i dont know how to do.

it's the research part which is difficult =(

how?

anw; my life's been ~~~~ cause there isnt much happenings.

2009-06-16T21:20:00.003+08:00

LONG OVERDUED PICS!

but, it isnt the soft copy.

i took photo of the hard copy!

cos dearest max hasnt sent us any pics!

LENGKIAT!

SHENGLONG.
MAOMAO!

JIANHAO!!

is evil. cause he and han eat durian then come and talk to me

I TOTALLAYE DONT LIKE DURIANS.=(

FEDERICK ONG!

MOMMA LILING.

i like this pic! very nice!

HAN!

PAPA MAX

and lastly, the cutezxzxzxzxzxz couple. =D

that was my saturday!=D

2009-06-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER IS SO BAD.

MY PHOTOS COULDNT BE UPLOADED.

I GIVE UP BLOGGING TONIGHT.

2009-06-10T01:20:00.003+08:00

AWWWWWW.

lindaa: (1:13 AM)
HOW COME LAST TIME YOU LIKE ME HAHAHAHA LOL
him: (1:13 AM)
love is blind
lindaa: (1:13 AM)
yah, you're blind you mean?
him: (1:13 AM)
somethings cannot explain
him: (1:13 AM)
no
lindaa: (1:13 AM)
thats so vague
him: (1:13 AM)
i mean love has no meaning
him: (1:14 AM)
dun need reason

damn funny.
like =/= love okay! =D

Long post up ahead =D

2009-06-01T13:52:00.004+08:00

was blog hopping for the past half an hour and stuff.

hahaha. everyone's missing our sec sch mates!

really. not kidding, your all should go blog hop and like see everyone posting about their sec sch classmates <3

JianHao's birthday at fish & co.!

long ago. we celebrated on 22.5.09

does that date ring a bell?

CONGRATULATIONS MAX AND LILING!

for their cute little baby boy =)

so as usual, before the birthday party, we went shopping for mao's birthday

18th birthday?

better presents!

got him a backpack crumpler

AWWWW. SERIOUSLY NICE BACKPACK.

wanted to buy one too.

but decided, i wouldnt have any use for it=.=

OH AND I RMB JOELLE STILL OWES ME PICTURES FROM HER CAM.

Clara Zhuuu<3

At fish & co., it was realllly noisy and all. i hope we didnt appear on stomp hahaha.

everyone was staring at our long table,

seriously.

have you ever had a dinner with 27 people,

all laughing and talking,

all on one long stretch of table?

i bet you havent,

its really enjoyable!

After dinner was camwhoring.

the shops were closing,

and we were snapping with joyce dearest cam.

passerbys were staring and looking.

but, who cares as long as we're not doing anything bad!

we're just having fun taking pictures! =D

see what i mean by a whole group of us?

hahaha. yea. some of them left already..

awesomeeeee friends<3

do you have such great friends around you?

After camwhoring at imm, we separated.

left for toh guan park! to chill and camwhore MORE!

dearest puifun

and LLLLLLLLLLLLL

i like this picture.

but do you see a GREEEEEEEN NIKE BAG BEHIND JOYCE?!

BOOO TO GRACEEEEEE

MAO MAO!

JIANHAO!!!!!! <3

lubbbbbbbb euuuuuuuu deeeeeep deeeeep

hahaha

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!

I HOPED YOU REALLY ENJOYED THIS YEAR!

and to think i suddenly remembered.........

JIANHAO WAS MY F&N PARTNER FOR 3 LOOOOONNNNNGGGGG YEARS!

HAHAHA! LOVE MY F&N partnerrrrrrr deeep deeep ! <3333

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Fri was meeting joyce for GSS @ JP!

the reaps kinda okok only.

but most imptly,

WE MET YILIAN!

and she joined us for shopping without planning.

AND THEN

WE SAW PUIFUN!

so the 4 of us had dinnerrrrrrr together! <3

it was totally unplanned
hahahhaa

webcaming at kopitiam !

hahaha

its.........MYYYY BIRTHDAY!

not.

hahahhahahaha!

i like this picture! it makes our hair and face freeeenzy!

so coooooooooool
<3<3<3<3

hahahhaa

NEXT UPDATE WILL BE ON:

MEETING LI-EN AND BOYFRIEND! =D

2009-05-29T14:20:00.004+08:00

Tuesdays' concert @ esplanade: XMSB LIMELIGHT

met ralph to go tgt.

was a last minute plan!

had haagen daaz

cos we were both not hungry.

and decided i needed smth nice to cheer me up!

Yiang came to find us during her break.

take care ah!

camwhore!
R: i see $1 on the toppings
ME: no i see $2. $1 for maple syrup and $1 for hazelnut flakes
R: wth.
R: i see $5 worth of waffle
*STARES AT THE WAFFLE*
ME: the chef too hungry or smth, the sides are teared off somemore.
ME: walao. waste my 5 bucks.
*Ralph gives a pathetic stare at the icecream we ordered*

see how small is our $5 bucks waffle?
think Gelare is 1293812312x bigger

claims his hand is very veryyyyyy stable while taking photos.

Leon!

he called:"walao, your cookies 很难吃咯, even weiqin said so"

lesson learnt: dont buy Mrs fields. cookies.

TASTES HORRIBLE. + waste my $$$$$

half way through the concert, after intermission, we went down to the foyer stalls seats.

cause at circle 2, the kids up there were @#$!#$@! noisy.

bad kids.

at the backstage!

Liyan =) she dressed up really nice that night,

hahaha. thanks for the pay babe!

Audreyyyyy!

after the concert at box office there

enjoyed that day, though it started of with a really bad news i didnt get in nyw.

but all the laughing terribly sessions. hahahhaa

i think its just, the st. pats thing.

hhaha.
.

concert was uh, good?

i hope at least cmw's limelight would be at least of this standard.

lol.

ponyo?

les miserables?

hmmm.

2009-05-26T12:11:00.005+08:00

hi,
linda didnt get in nyw.
how awesome is it.
.
"good tone, good range of notes," yada yada...
"style of mozart wrong"
.
you know what?
WHATEVER.
.
awesome shit right?
its me myself that i cannot get over it, yes.
disappointment?
yea. duh.
.
.
you think im lying to you? im not being serious?
im telling you im dead serious here.
.
.
seriously.
i know the ultimate thing is to own your damn self.
i must say, this audition i played much better than nafa's audition.
so just, what's wrong?
i need to know what's my mistake
in order to even get-over-it.
.
.
tell me, i need to know what's wrong.
.
.
kor called me just now.
i was seriously crying already. i cannot hold back my tears.
im such a noob.
fricking noob.
but i wanna say thanks.
thanks for encouraging me and all,
like yah, seriously.
.
.
thanks jo, thanks linhao.
.
.
"its not about how you own others, its about how you own yourself"
- unknown.

2009-05-25T22:17:00.002+08:00

hahhahaa. i must say i love dad.<3
.
.
.
the past few nights was stressing .
no horn , no tutor, no nothing.
study what?
play what?
=.=
.
.
.
dad emailed me today.
"re:horn tuition?"
i was shocked!
amazingly it seems as though daddy knew what i needed or something.
hahahahaa.
.
.
.
well.
NYW. hope ill get in ya..
hope i get a horn soon.
and hope i get a tutor soon.
=D.
.
.
.
auditions was,
fine i guess?
sorta screwed up quite a bit.
but ya.
hahaha.
i think im getting used to all the nervous-ness and all already.
ytd's playing was much better than nafa's audition. hahahahaa
but ytd still sucked
=X
.
.
.
"A goal without a plan is just a wish."

- Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

2009-05-14T18:26:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA MY BRO SAYS HE WILL 脚踏实地 HAHAHA

MY TOES LAUGH UNTIL DROPPING OUT ALREADY LAH.

LOL.

damn funny i made fun of my bro,

i said: " your definition of 脚踏实地 a bit wrong ah, we need to buy dictionary"

eh wrong wrong, i think he is lost or something.

need the directory to the road life"

sometimes i think my bro is the ultimate joker. HAHA

2009-05-11T23:45:00.004+08:00

AW.

today was wasting time at home and clearing my laptop.

and just as it is, kor was also transferring files.

well..
he says i look nicer HERE. =S

*so not*

this was like, hi, i was 15 years old only. =X

well, besides the point, i MISS all my friends!

geeees.

i know though we meet up and chat quite often.. hahahahha

Joyce, meet up soon neh!

mengyee!

MR NURSE? =D

when can we meet!

The crazy girlsssss!

and definitely JOELLE YEOOO.<3>

hello. this was a recent photo of me with make up .

one of the rare ocassions that ill put make up on =S

and the sad thing, SOMEBODY SAYS I LOOK BETTER IN SEC 3 THAN THIS =(

ive been webcaming with shakila and seeming and raph and the oovoo gang lah!

they are damn fun people hahahaha.

but well, school is gona get hectic for them...

hmmmmmm=(

2009-05-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
linda feels zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
.
.
today was good day with yiangshan. photos will be up on fb soon i guess! all in her phone.
my phone camera cmi. =X plus i didnt bring my cam out today. zzzzzzz.
.
.
i must really say he is imba.
imba shit.
owned.
.
.
anw, im like still going here and there to meet pple and stuff.
and practising piano and horn.
oh welllll.
first day of sch and we have audition. hurrrahh.!

.
.
.
ANYWAY, ALL THE BEST TO THE JC SYF! good luck ! =D

2009-04-26T21:56:00.002+08:00

Family dinner

TODAY WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEE DAY WITH LI-EN TEEEHEEHEEE. I LOVEEEE YOU LI!!!!!

11 years of friendship

i love you li-en,

longest best friend ever,

LOVE LOVE LOVE.

good shopping day =D

geeeeees.

2009-04-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

it never pays to be kind...
.
.
i shall not be so kind anymore.
.
.
i will not care, my dear.
.
.
.
.
.
.
hello. everyone's falling sick again.
argh.
i hope this goes off after 2 days. =(
.
.
.
linda's bored,
she's starting to plan surprises,
but she doesnt have money......
$$$$$$
LIYANNNNNNN. my pay =)))
hahaha.

2009-04-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

Linda feels pissed because of every single shit.
.
and how great she doesnt sound good at all.
.
.
today was 3 1/2 hours of piano.
i want to die.
.
.
F. dont need you to add oil seriously.
.
.
.
i dont even fricking hell know what the shit you are thinking all the time,
and i dont wanna play guessing games all over.
and end up losing the game i once lost.
f shit.
.
.
she has never felt so shit for so long ever since O levels were over.
it felt as if O lvl had ended long time ago but no, it just ended 6 mths back.
well,
what have i been doing for the past 6 mths may you ask?
.
- ive been working, rotting, slacking, and everything. -

i was watching jia hao yue yuan the past 3 days.
finished it at last,
sucks man.
.
.
"speechless"
thats the word.
.
.
i feel very.
speechless.
.
.
none of my friends understand how i feel currently.
NONE.
may i repeat,
none.
how saddening is that..
.
.
i wish i could just start school right now.
.
.

2009-04-16T23:55:00.004+08:00

hello friends.

i havent been blogging..

cause dear grandma just left us.

i hope you're well in the other world ah ma.

anw,

3 mths more of hols till sch start.

im quite excited.

but.

i needa source for a horn....

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

HELPPP.

sponsors anyone?

Linda did smth stupid today,

she opened her drawer full of clothes, too far,

and jibaboooooooooooommmm!

it landed on her right feet and crashed it.

how one-duh-full.

everyone's in their own school now...

what about linda?

she'll only start sch on the 20th july.

of which, CMB alumni will be having a concert @ esplanade tt night.

and she wonders if she can perform for alumni band =(

friends.

they are all over already.

i wonder how many would actually remember and keep in touch with me regularly.

recently made quite a few friends.

weechong, weecheak, ruyi, jianleong.

thanks to my cousin's cousin,

who helped us every night...

keeping us company.

mmm.

they were the ones who were by my family's side when grandma passed away.

oh, i forgot to mention.

thanks for those who were concerned and all.

esp ellise, cindy, raph, matin who came to visit.

thanks, a lot.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2009-04-06T19:01:00.002+08:00

Friends?

yea sure, two-faced ones.

love the people who love me and appreciate me more=)

i forgot, whitley! tomorrow!!

JIAYOUUUU<3

Silver.

2009-04-06T18:54:00.004+08:00

Silver.

be proud of it my dears.

dont be ashamed of your own music.

im very sure all of you did what you can do.

what's done is done,

you guys dont have to feel so sad and all.

life still goes on for all of us..

i hope that all of you will not give up on band/your instrument and everything,

but instead,

strive for more.

i love all of you guys okay!

really..

busy.

2009-04-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

"The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside him knowing you can't have him"

saw this somewhere, and felt that it was quite =S whatever. because,

no,

it doesnt work this way.

ive been busy going places to places this whole week. and prolly for another week.

yes.

thanks joelle, linhao and han for the concern.

yup. if you would wanna know why ive been missing for so long, and you bother to ask,

you're such a wonderful friend i would want to keep.

its been tiring for everyone lah.

the greatest fear.

emotions are hard to control you know.

tears just roll down uncontrollably.

seriously i didnt expect linhao to call me, even when it was so late the night before.

really.

thanks =D

though i didnt answer.. because you-know-why

but thanks for everything! <3>

geees.

eyebags are getting worse.

+ swollen eyes doesnt help much either

+ not enough sleep.

i think, its time for me to go to bed.

really tired and all.

i know ive been missing out loads of things.

but,

you know,

family is more important <333

2009-03-29T23:53:00.002+08:00

i just felt like blogging.
.
i feel so disgusted.
EW.
whatever happened to the " _____" thing man.
EWWWWWWWW.
gross.
im being like a substitute.
ha. i wish the next "victim" of yours luck. =)
.
.
my life this few weeks have been revolving around bands. idk why, but yah. im quite, worried for commonwealth.yes, i know ive graduated. but, since ive got nth to do, why not help them? save their asses man.
.
.
anyway. the purpose of blogging now is like, to voice out my disgust whenever i think of you haha. gross shit. i cant believe.....................eeeeee
hhahahaa.
okay. i might sound insane and all now, but trust me, im fine. hahahha.
.
.
last night was funeral wake.
yup.
it was near han's place so i called him down to talk.
well.
life is...__________
treasure it.
.
.
.
it was nice and all.
mm.
.
.
.
wed was BBQ @ wayne's place. very happy and stuff.
but, sorry to yea. you-know-who.
.
.
.
fri night was dinner @ bishan J8.
hahahas.
too bored ehs!

.
.
.
thank you my dear! <3
<3>

2009-03-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

hello,

Linda is sick again.

or rather, she didnt get well the other time,

so hurrah.

her throat is bad =(

jiayou kids!

2009-03-26T23:39:00.001+08:00

hello.

Linda got into NAFA music,

majoring in horn

God Bless.

2009-03-24T00:06:00.002+08:00

LINDA IS A HAPPY GIRL

because.........

TODAY ZHU AND HAN BOUGHT ME LIANGCHA!

so sweeeet right.

THANK YOU MY LOVESSSSSSSSSSS!

<3333

and...

HER WHITLEY KIDS ARE IMPROVING!! =DDD

BORED STIFF.

2009-03-22T21:21:00.002+08:00

linda was feeling super bored today because she's all sick, her nose is blocked, and she didnt go out.
.
.
she couldn't take it anymore, so dinner @ westmall swensens with momma.
crayfish pasta was so-so.
.
.
.
then mom wanted to watch tv, so she went home first..
.
.
i lazed around at westmall for half an hour alone.
seriously,
its better than staying at home eh!
.
.
bought many many hair accesories.
.
.
and then i cleared my box of stuff in the drawer.
i need to get more bigger boxes to put all my hair stuff and uh, earrings!
=(
shall get them soon.
tomorrow maybe?
.
.
teaching at whitley tmr,
i wanna get well!
dont like to be sick.
nose stuff,
sound like shit,
cannot talk properly =S
.
.
.
oh yah!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RALPH!
=D
.
.
.
i feel so bored to be home.
really.
there's like nothing to do.
there's no good tv shows either.
awwww =(
.
.
.
.
amandeee was asking about the july esplanade concert.
idk if i should play but, will see how wokay!
.
.dear joelle,
take care of yourself and dont overwork man!
=)
love you still!
<3
.
.
.
i needa get out of my house =(
BORING.

band exchange at amkss, ramblings, thoughts.

2009-03-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

wow. today was.
tiring.
.
.
.
.
i saw many many many many people once again.
and
.
.
wow.
their improved a lot!
spoke to andy alr.
hahaa.
.
.
well.
idk lah.
i feel so FAN now.
sigh.
why is life like that.
.
.
.
a day passed, and 2 friends found back. yay.
nice. =)

GAO WEI.

2009-03-20T22:34:00.002+08:00

this afternn i heard this two words on teeeveee i think
"gao wei"
.
.
then i started to feel very uncomfortable (gao wei)
but i didnt write it down.
.
.
.
in the evening, i saw this word again.
on han's pm.
.
.
now, im feeling more, ARGH. PEKCHEK.
i wanna prac horn,
but stupid throat of mine.
im feeling super gaowei ttm lor.
like shit like that.
feeling damn nua.
.
.
im surprised at what i ate today.
tauhuay, and 1 bowl of porridge.
im amazed.
i dont feel hungry at all.
guess its the water that im drinking..
.
.
.
God, please let my throat heal by tmr morning.
.
.
i was just reading my past testimonial/comments in friendster.
ah, innocent kids loving one another that time.
so sweet.
.
.
i miss you li-en!
dont be stress over your work rawr.
im always here for you to talk/rant at.
so, chill kk.
.
.
.
today was productive working on pathetique mvmt 3. with a metronome.
wow.
=S

Sick, bone aching.

2009-03-20T17:08:00.002+08:00

Linda is sick today and she spent the whole day using the comp, watching shows, and sleeping
what a pig.
.
.
.
i watched step up 1.
good to watch dance performances again.
.
.
.
.
was just blog hopping,
and i think that yea, cmb has really improved!
jiayou, kids!
.
.
.
i'll be over at amk for their exchange tmr..
cause i got no time to go back alr =(
.
.
.
anw, yiangshan called me earlier this afternn.
and she said, if i get in NAFA, its majoring horn.
haha, time to source for my own horn already!
.
.
.
hais.
busy wk.
i missed tutoring at whitley today.
cos im really sick..
sigh.
.
.
.
really want whitley horns to work very hard now.
=)
jiayou!
.
.

*prays i get in NAFA and i get well very soon.*
*prays that NAFA calls me asap to tell me i got in horn*

music. is love.

afraid

2009-03-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

i am afraid.

the feelings might come back again,

if you continue treating me so nicely.

........

SIGH.

2009-03-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

after eating mini oreos..

i fell sick!

how good can it be.

really sweet oreos from raphael... thanks.

so difficult to smile.

i doubt you can..........................

starting to think more..

hmmm.

how?

dont think so much?

2009-03-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

was just talking to amanda about the good O'days in cmb.
.
those memories.
.
.
.
.
.
seeing the band schedule now..
i hope.
itll be useful for them
.
.
.
efficiency, focus, music, passion.
hmmm.
.
.
.
jiayou! =D
im sorry i got no time to go back =(

2009-03-15T00:27:00.003+08:00

enlightened

after church service.

good talk with kaisze.

very nice and sweet girl

good talk with thomas too.

thanks bro.

thanks sis

rawr.

i feel much.

-qing song-

better.

today was sight reading at xms.

difficult pieces.

rawr.

tuning =S omg.

the best liao. =S

I REALLY WANNA GET IN NAFA!!

HURRY, !!! NAFA, !!! CALL MEEEEEEEEEEEEE =(

call me quickly raWR!!!!!!!!

going crazy.

Lousy.

2009-03-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

feeling lousy.

today was wake up early in the morning, went out to walk.

watched tv,

got outta house to go over to whitley.

today over at whitley was um, much better i guess?

they sound better.

loong, han and shimin texted,

"wanna go watch movie?"

"ghost show"

i was thinking it wouldnt be that bad lah.

but anw,

i still went to watch with them

lesson learnt: never ever buy tidbits esp popcorn or nachos to go to horror movie.

hah.

your snacks get ended up eaten by the guys who cannot stop laughing at your stupidity of being scared.

well,

7/8 of the show i was hiding behind the popcorn box, covering my eyes and ears screaming.

shimin was sitting beside over on my right, she made me more scared throughout the movie.

weijie was over on my left, he scared me quite a few times.

ass.

rui and weijie couldnt stop laughing cos i was scared ttm.

after the show, as usual, the guys will send the girls back.

hah,

this time they send me all the way to my doorstep cause after the movie i was, dead quiet.

im too stunned/shocked to say anything.

+ all the things in my mind.

makes me ,

crazy.

besides that,

a few people have been irritating me with the same stuff.

i just feel like,

ignoring every single one.

its gonna be a busy wk next wk.

im going broke.

oh,

just now i wanted to go down to buy drink.

beind such a chicken backside loser,

i asked peilong down with me.

haha, thanks ah!

annoyed. scared. freaked out. pissed. sad. disappointed. hopeless. given up. double blow.

all the best to tmr's demo band!

2009-03-12T16:35:00.003+08:00

2009-03-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

i am ...

happy!

ytd was bball with zhu, han, jon, botak, winnie and mao

really fun =D

and then, today i woke up aching everywhere =(

linda. shall exercise more. HAHA.

han was saying i always procrastinate exercising, but OH WELL AHA

today was slacking the whole day watching tv,

and then to meet ellise for nafa band concert!

ive got a lot a lot to learn from the horns =(

bad habits!! go away!!

everything was fine today, except for someone, who came to irritate me.

blah.

nafa band was good.

photos will be up on fb soon!

2009-03-06T21:36:00.001+08:00

hmmm.

well,

i have to CHILL.

chill

chill.

chill

yea.

breathes in, breathes out.

prays that i really get in.

2009-03-04T22:58:00.001+08:00

FREAKING OUT!$#%$#Y^%#&#%^&%#^&%#

<3>

thanks. you made my day =)

2009-03-02T10:39:00.003+08:00

Today was Bradell Heights Symphony orchestra!

it was my first, and hopefully not the last time to perform w an orchestra.

This concert felt a lil weird,

cause i didnt have and friends there.

but well, there's always jeremy right!

yea. and also, there wasnt anyone i knew who went for this concert.

so yah.

everything felt foreign except the music.

i totally dislike tacet parts,

its like, you're being some blur sotong sitting on stage for idk how long.
yea, apparently, i was one ytd.

tacet 2 whole movements. =S

brahms.

it was nice knowing jeremy more and all.

cause in ac band. even if i saw him,

we're just hi bye friends.

nice knowing you Mr Ng!

2009-02-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR ELLISE.

i love you deeeeep deeeeeep

down down

deep down inside my heart.

HAHA.

awesome friends you have, and

awesome friend i have !

okay,

currently, rushing out this post before 12, so it doesnt past your bday

okay, hope you'll like that weird cool colour water bottle.

i think it looks preeettttty.

hope you've enjoyed yourself,

and yea, must use okay!

TAKE CARE MY DEAR GIRL! =D

2009-02-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

today was,

tutoring at whitley.

jiayou kids!

well,

im quite, freaked out by this fri. yup. =S

zhifeng was nice and all, he texted me last night,

just to say, he still cares for me.

thanks!

iphone, or ipod touch?

HOW.?!

i really want to, or rather, need to get one.

.....

ARGH.

2009-02-27T11:08:00.001+08:00

DIE.

Music Audition
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Part A: Audition/Interview (15 mins) Test date and reporting time: 06/03/09, 3:45pm
Candidates are required to report to Music Office at least 20 MINUTES BEFORE their scheduled audition time. Any candidate arriving after their scheduled time will be considered ABSENT.
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Test Venue: NAFA Campus 3, Wing A, Level 4 (Music Office) Room: C4-08
151 Bencoolen Street
Singapore 189655
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Part B: Music Theory paper (1 hour) Test date and reporting time: 06/03/09, 12pm to 1pm
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Test Venue: NAFA Campus 3, Wing A, Level 6, Room: C6-23
151 Bencoolen Street
Singapore 189655
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scared.
wtfwtfwtffffff.

2009-02-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

zhaolin i being such a nice guy

he knows im feeling emo,

so he mass add our friends into the convo

awesome.

but no, sorry. it doesnt help

today was good day,woke up early in the morning,

rushed to work,

sprained left ankle,

reported for work at SAS.

went over to IS 4th grader,

took care of ms cullen's and mr gallagher class.

awesome kids.

lovely.

i've got their pics, will be uploaded in facebook though!

after work was,

to go over to shih han place.

aw. poor him has a swollen mouth and he cant eat any hardddd food. =(

take care my dear!

so, yea. his mom cooked,

great dinner there.

thank you auntie!

love his light purple psp.

it was the one i wanted to get last time,

but. OH WELL.

talking about it,

I NEED AN I POD.

seriously,

long journeys are gonna kill me soon.

Dad came to pick me up then,

off to grandma's place,

i was so tired, i fell asleep on the sofa.

came home,

came online,

some ass pissed me off,

appear offline,

answered call, in a very pissed off tone.

put down the phone,

refuse to reply texts.

BAD MOOD.

2009-02-24T23:03:00.003+08:00

i am frigging annoyed.

and irritated

dont ask me why

ask my stomach.

im HUNGRY.

but also, partly because of you, noel.

you are such an ass, sometimes i

refuse to talk to you.

but

its so hard to resist, not talking to you.

ARGH.

making me pissed. =(

nvm,

shall

wait.

2009-02-24T22:44:00.002+08:00

DEAR ELLISE,

i have forgive you totally, and please do not think that you're an irritant to me.
please do not.
hahahahaha. =) friends forever okay. you know i love you , and MAHV loves you too <3
and most obviously, I KNOW YOU LOVE ME, so , dont miss me!
the quarrel has obviously made our friendship MUCH CLOSER, i love you, clown!
hahaha.
thank you for always being there for me,
and always trying to make things better. THANK YOU <3

i love you deep deep ALWAYS HAHA.
<3333

today was okok day at school, practising piano,
seeing how yiang and her senior, zhengyi did her LJ.\
awesome senior she has,
perfect listening, advices, funny guy too.
totally cool.

after that was, waste time at cmw.
=S
and then home,

to proceed doing all the shit poly enrolment crap.

*GOD BLESS ME, I REALLY WANT TO GET IN NAFA*

2009-02-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

HEY YO

hello human beings!

I JUST WATCHED, "He's Just Not THAT Into You" w joyce

quite interesting,

funny at parts, overall. okay.

not really a recommended movie to watch though.

bought um, a perfume from body shop, and ripples slipper!

okay. =D

time to go, TV time!

bye!

...

stop being an irritant.

whatever it is.

2009-02-22T20:36:00.002+08:00

whatever you know.
i dont need you to come and piss me off right now,
like. TOTALLY.
not interested.

today's lesson, i felt that, yea. tone improve, range decrease.
wtf right. sianz ttm.

orch was blah again.
concert on the 1st march. @ VCH.
im only playing for 2 out of 3 pieces, but yah lah. wtv cos, violin concerto is so boring.

my lips dammmmm cui.
sian.

weak shitz.
nvm
shall train the right stuff.

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ytd was combined service at suntec!
random but, ya. wtv.

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He's Just Not That Into You.

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do you feel it?

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CHICKEN TAN! TAKE CARE! =)

2009-02-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

im prolly bored and tired ttm i dont know what to do. this is the second time im blogging , in less than 2 hours. wtf!
so full of rubbish, i was just blog hopping, and then i saw grace's blog, which had this personality test shitz, so i decided to do.
IM REALLY BORED.
i feel sleepy, but i dont wanna sleep!
i wanna watch tv! time really seem to pass dam slowly, ARGH.

maybe you wana try to make me smile?
idk.

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HAHA. wtf.
i think, every night is like gossip with ellise.
best friends forever lahzzzzzzzz.
LOL.
todays' news quite HOT.
OMFGGGGGGGGG. HAHA. nobody would ever guess it. LOL.

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was just blog hopping, I MISS JOELLE YEO TOO! =D

2009-02-19T21:54:00.003+08:00

rawr.

today was aweeeeesome.

i improved once again!

yayness =D

and i felt better, because after teaching the seniors a few bars, THEY IMPROVED!

wow right!

i dont know if what im doing is right,

but i just wan to help them.

at least get everything decent.

they dont have to sound great, but, at least.

TOGETHER.

the new batch of horn juniors are cute.

yanhong, nicole, shawn, simon.

yea.

funny batch of kids.

i still think of you most of the time.

do you know?

i doubt you dont.

its so.

difficult to describe. =(

template changed!

simple, and yay. i love it.

i miss my friends, i really do.

take care, friends!

i hope all of you are doing fine! =D

2009-02-16T14:33:00.005+08:00

Many many events!

i know i havent been updating, but YAY.

Valentines day was spent with friends =D

at ngee ann city seoul garden!

joyce and me!
Grace and me!

Yesterday...

was ONG PENG TAI AND CHNG LI LING'S WEDDING!

congrats bro!

Best wishes and lucks,

Happy ever after okay!

At the reception area..

dear pengtai.

during the dinner,

joycey and me!
Gracey and me!
Clara, me and joyce!

The brother's in action!
Yum seng for you?

THE END! =D

HAPPY EVER AFTER!

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rights, hahahahaa. yesterday, when the photos and videos were shown,

joelle and i,

were already planning on how to "zhen" our husbands HAHA.

then shih han was like, "wa! ni men zhen hen!"

*laughs*

i will make my husband sing and play piano for me whahaha.

joelle will make her husband sing and dance.

LOL

DANCE?

thats cute.

well,

that also mainly depends on....

who is our partner then.

have you thought about it?

quite funny though.

LOL.

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friends forever <3

2009-02-11T21:42:00.003+08:00

WHATEVER HAPPENED TO DIETING!?!??!

omg.

today was outing with joyce! teee heee heeeeeeee. to Ikea.

fun =D

a lot of chit chat -ing.

Ikea's sausages is LOVE. haha.

i like taking weird pictures!

HE HE HE.

<3 JOYCE!

what happened to the happy VDAY!

=((((

nvm. i shall still enjoy vday this year! <3>

love is _________

tell me what is love all about.

i find that.

love is all about giving =D

about.. trust =)

what do you think ?

2009-02-04T22:56:00.007+08:00

Whatever is below, just ignore. i have to know all these.
and these is not it, there are more..........

Beethoven's Piano Sonata op. 13 in C minor also known as " Pathetique " is by far the most well-known work from his early creation, composed in 1798 but published in 1799 and dedicated to prince Karl Lichnowsky. Some sources attribute the title to Beethoven himself, while others state that the title was given by the publisher of the sonata, who was so impressed by its tragic sonorities that he proposed Beethoven the name Pathetique.

The sonata has three parts.
Grave: Allegro di molto e con brio
Adagio cantabile
Rondo: Allegro

Beethoven’s Pathetique may very well have been inspired from Mozart’s piano sonata K. 457, since both compositions are in C minor and have three very similar movements. This is, however, just a theory since musicologists don’t seem to come to an agreement on this issue, especially since the unique connection of motifs throughout the sonata constitutes a major step forward from Haydn or Mozart’s creation. Beethoven's Pathetique, still remains one of his most popular sonatas even 200 years after its composition.

Ludwig van Beethoven

German composer and pianist

born in Bonn, moved to vienna in his early twenties, yet he continued to composed, conduct and perform even after he was completely deaf.

Beethoven's first music teacher was his father, Johann.

in 1778, he started his studies with Christian Gottlob Neefe.

March 1783, he wrote his first published composition.

Bethoven worked under Joseph Haydn and also to violin lessons.

During his early career as a composer, Beethoven concentrated first on works for piano solo, then string quartets, symphonies, and other genres.

Around 1796, Beethoven began to lose his hearing. He suffered from severe tinnitus. A "ringing" in his ears that made it hard for him to perceive and appreciate music.

1811 was his last concert. "the emperor" piano concerto No. 5.

the middle period "heroic period"

Beethoven's compositional career is usually divided into Early, Middle and Late periods this scheme, his early period is taken to last until about 1802, the middle period from about 1803 to about 1814. and the late period from about 1815.

Beethoven wrote the last quartets amidst failing health. In April 1825, he was bedridden, and remained ill for about a month. The illness - or more precisely, Beethoven's recovery from it - is remembered for having given rise to the deeply felt slow mvmt of the 15th quartet, which he calles "Holy song of thandks to the divinity, from one made well. " Beethoven went on to complete the (misno.) 13th, 14th, 15th, 16th, quartets.

The last work completed by Beethoven was the substitute final mvmt of the 13th quartet, deemed necessary to replace the difficult Grosse Fuge. Shortly after 1826, illness struck again, with episodes of vomiting and diarrhoea that nearly ended his life.

2009-02-01T00:45:00.002+08:00

Alex just lent me his hard disk today. awesome songs.

party tmr! but, so sad, not everyone is able to come.
=(

ytd was................. work and then wayne's place!
=D

today was, work. shepherding. church. lynette's house.
german bridge is damn fun! *no money needed*

anw.
dont feel well to play the horn.
ah, whatever.

photos on facebook!
check it out YO.

2009-01-28T09:30:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO human beings from everywhere.

=D

teeheehee.

im currently at work now, but...

there's nothing much to do though my contract got extended for one more wk.....
which means.... more money!
yayness =)

CNY 1st day was fun at guohao's grandma's place,
2nd day was super fun at yilian's place, but it was sorta bad towards the end..
thanks to daddy.

photos uploaded on fb! <3

i wanna change my blogskin!
this skin is so emo =(
i cannot stand it.
time to change! =)

today im taking half day off !
going to shihhan's chalet later on! =DD
yay.
=)
total coolness!

see you guys!
enjoy CNY!

2009-01-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

today was awesome.
in the morning, i saw Gail, at the MRT station,
then i saw yawen aka fitzkhoon!
super super super long nv see him alr. like, i rmb i used to partner him during ballet.
awesomeness.

then i went over to imm to meet the "6/1" class with dearest "mummy tian"
hahha.
um. well, happy birthday mummy! hehe.

=)
seriously fun
we ate at fish and co.
fb for photos and videos!
=D
with clara, pris, grace, olivia, matin, raph, santosh, ragu, venka, afiq, ken, meng, han, jianhao, guohao, zl, kianhwee...ya. and MS TIAN!

and and and!!!
i saw SERI!
then i saw THERESA!
then i saw cynthia.

went over to JP
i saw SOOYING!!!
then i saw alson. so wtv right?
then i saw celisse
then i saw joleen. the girl from 4/9 2 yrs back. the councillor.
and and and!!! rekha!

totally cool TTM. hahahaha..

anyway. love my colleagues too.
awesome.
=)

Linda's feets are hurting.
she walked with heels for hours and hours, from suntec, to imm, to jp.
=(

=( i didnt really buy much stuff today.
just bought a jeans from idk where in jp.
and a cardigan from esprit.
=)

and.
and
and.
ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE TYPED OR WRITE IN CHI!!!
help!!=(
a lil weird to communicate with the tw pple all over ag since their exams are over.
anwzzzz.

today was good!
yaynessssss <3

2009-01-20T15:03:00.002+08:00

okay, currently, im in office but.
aiya.
feeling like shit now okay
somebody just texted me and asked me some qns.
but. wthhhhhhhh.
its so obvious that either one of us will get in can. its like, so damn obvious.
f.
im being such bitch.
its kinda obvious, like. if both of us are going, he will get in lah.
aiya.
such stuffs are kinda scary...

anyway. work is fine. fun. but tiring.

yuqing is like, the sweetest girl on earth lah.
she texted me very comforting words and ya lah.
aiya. =(
thanks yuqing! =D

im typing in the smallest font cause im in office using internet =S
dots.
blahblah.

time to go back to do work.

2009-01-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

awesome =D

thanks!=)

2009-01-16T22:18:00.001+08:00

im being such a bitch to my friends, my closest buddies in band.
but
i hope they understand,.
sorry

all the best for tmr!

im super effing tired.

2009-01-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

im freaking serious right now.

ive actually already decided my mind on my JAE options.
and now,
you're telling me im gonna waste the damn appeal space.

thanks alot.
so wonderful.
you make me think more.
and i see how the people in the band welcomes people warmly.
amazingly.
i still thought it was THE place for me.

you know what?
all the best !

/edit.
love the oboes.

2009-01-12T21:10:00.003+08:00

so what am i supposed to feel?

grats to those who did well.
=)

yupyup.

i dont even think you care about my results lah.

but anw, at least i sorta enjoyed myself with the people at im after that.
yup.

how am i to feel now?
sigh.

really disappointed with my a math. oh well.

eyes are sore from the crying.

2009-01-11T23:55:00.001+08:00

14 more hours, omg.
im super excited, but as well , scared too.
rawr.
seriously.
i want to get what i want.
God. please help.

thanks, i really needed that manz.
you love to spoil mood.
thanks.

anyway.
i want to cry tmr,
with tears of joy =D
yayness.

2009-01-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

name the people from A - Z
the first person you think of okay

A- alex
B- brando
C- clara, cindy
D- desiree
E- ellise
F- fiona
G- grace
H- hannah
I- ivy
J- joyce, joelle
K-
L- li-en, leon
M- melvin,
N-nathaniel
O- olivia
P- priscilla
Q-
R- ruiheng
S- shih han
T-
U-
V- verna
W- wenyan, weihao
Y-ying hao
Z-

sorry, but ya
these people just came into my mind

2009-01-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

im starting to get irritated,
but no i wont. because ure my friend
you know what?
can you stop like asking about it?
seriously,
have more faith in yourself that you can get in
based on your abilities and stuff.
jiayou practising.

2009-01-06T21:22:00.002+08:00

last night was class chalet and stuff.

i almost died. yea sure.

after work, i sort of rushed down to aloha changi.

yea, and i had to buy more drinks and tidbits. carrying all those stuff weren't easy task okay!

for the past sat and sun, ive been carrying my horn running around places to places,

so heavy,

my shoulders are seriously aching to the max.
and the cushions were seriously so hard.

chalet was great

great company,

great food,

great music,

great experiences,

great friends!

the sad part was,

the person i wanted him to be there wasnt.

but oh well.

as for the experience part,

we went night cycling, and

1) i saw transsys, like A WHOLE LOT!

2) changi hospital looks really eekky
3) so freakky, my friends came up with the "i heard smth from the toilet, and the door cant be open"

4) tan shih han rammed into my last finger, and it is still hurting

5) puifun's wonderful "fortune telling" made me so malu, and um. idk what? haha. but the answers were quite true.
6) bed time was songs and laughters + snores.

chalet overall was great. a pity i have to work tmr and i had piano just now, if not, i would have stayed there 3 days 2 nights.

wooo. i love my friends =D

went back to cmb today,
uh..
i missed xiao di!
aiyo. =(

im sorry boy, i cannot really do much for you.

but seeing you so sad makes me feel sad too.

dont lose you confidence and pride all rights?

jiayou,

i know, even without it, you will still do more than your part as a band member.

all the best to you.